From out of no where comes a dynamic, unforeseen, inconceivable event that changes everything, forever. I had been through a similar event as a youngster and the healing occurred as it does with time. It just doesn't warn you, that another one my be on the horizon. It didn't, and I fell. It hurt. It also woke me up. Perhaps focused me.
Since the event, I've experienced every emotion known to man, and only knowing a couple of them to begin with, it came with quite a rush. Time had no bearing on my conception of reality, actually nothing did. I was a wreck and had no clue why?? "What are these emotions and why are they here??" Chaos. One of my favorite words in the world, except when it applies to me. It was utter chaos! I felt like a bull in a china-shop, a real BULL, in a REAL china-shop!!! I was. I broke stuff I thought couldn't be repaired. I'll give you a minute to imagine what a 'bull' might do in a 'china-shop'......yea.........so we move on
Unfortunately I was unable to attend the last meeting of the sagebrush & the cowgirls, and unfortunately I found out the results where nearly the same as they've been the last ten meetings. Pffffft.....maybe theses two both need brain trama, like mine, to see the road to reperration. C'mon you guys!
Anyhow, when my staff all comes back in tact, perhaps we'll address that issue in full. In the meantime, I'm going to be putting my pieces back into the puzzle they belong in, so I can figure out how to get outta here.
Likewise, I'm praying for the sage & the girls, to put the hatchets down and make some progress. I'll even leave some breadcrumbs...
Summaries have never been my thing, I've always had more breath than a dragon. Fortunately for you, I have less breath and summaries are all I'm capable of, so please enjoyyyy!!!!
Carmen, oot.
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